This is meant for daniel newmaker, maybe here they can find a tool to break the loop. E t e r n a l L o v e. E t e rn a l F r i e n d. As I painted, I watched Care dance around the house. She liked to spin. She became a blur. But in that blur, somehow, as she spun around... From 45 degrees, to 90, to 180, to 360, to 720, 1080, 1440, 1800, 2160, winding, tightening, tightening I was stunned by pure horror and disgust. in her bathroom mirror, she saw a clear picture